Re: Fasting and altered state of consciousness
> My question would be, what were you spiritually aware of?
That I wasn't eating and I wasn't dead. That what I believed about
eating was a lie and probably what I believe about everything is also a
lie. That there are lots of things going on, of which I have no
awareness. That I could never "know" anything again. Common,
mundane stuff like that :-)
I have noticed that awareness doesn't change anything for me. I
simply am more aware. I may change something in my life in response to
my awareness. But the awareness it's self doesn't change anything.
For me, enlightenment isn't about being anything, or doing anything
because I am whole and perfect right now. Always have been and always
will be, no matter what lie I tell myself to the contrary.
For me Realization / Transcendence / Enlightenment is about being aware
and accepting reality (Truth). I look at it as a process, not a state
of being. In reality, who I am, where I am, when I am, can't change
because am perfectly me, right here, right now and can be nothing else.
There are all degrees of which I can be aware of (my) self. At one end
where I am suffering, making mistakes, terrified yet still feel a
little something somewhere, that says I'm OK, this is not really who
I am. Or the other end where I am aware of the Truth of who I am; and
still suffer, make mistakes and I am frightened, (much, much less so).
Eventually I will learn and practice letting go of all of my fear and
the suffering that comes with it.
In the mean time fasting very much supports my physical, mental and
spiritual path towards awareness and I recommend it highly to anyone
for any reason (even your dog who sounds like she is carring 99% of the
weight of the world :-)
Namaste
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