I usually bad mouth buddhists and they dont care pro or con. But once
apon a time i had a book written by a westerner when he was a monk and
his meditation was in steps with exercises to remember backwards into
the womb as far as he could and each time he was right he would get more
exercises eventually he remembered all the juntures , so the book was
chapters exercises paragraphs took awhile to finish a few weeks...it
was correct only decent buddhist thing ive run across/grin.

The thing is at this one junture near exit from the womb after the turns
of the embryo the person desperately promises to be good too have one
chance and i always wonder how i know how to promise to be good . I read
this before samadhi frankly in that year before and as it says there are
certain juntures you see the soul again yes you do and you remember and
its accurate. as this is a small paperback book a few dollars but the
best.

Now its based the entire universe allows a birth so one goes level by
level downward to the world soul starting from a far higher spot as
everyone would pass thru this worldsoul in the womb. Doesnt mean you get
to play with it in life just you passed downward thru it too birth.

Now how do you know to promise to be good as everyone does what unspoken
language is it...its the capsule of your entire life already written
the modern symbols in already as the whole life is allready contained.
So the narrow birth channel the large head the painful impending birth
is registering but in that state its different . You know its a candy
store out here.

This book then continues as its the best you should see if you can allow
it to appear in your lifes .

You then go back before conception so now your in the pre birth heaven
state above the world soul of course WHERE YOU again do memory exercises
and see your parents again a certain number of times as its always the
same.....yes of course old daydreams and you then know how these
fit....then the book stops cause he hasnt the rest of the exercises
so i stop never getting to try to go back farther as they very possibly
have that also.

sad these wars now in this state i am dressed different that sparkley
hence i doubt always doubt sparkley never smoke (oobe) as here sparkley
is a mere pauper a rogue would be a uncompromising in ways as here in
the state sparkley is now hes a troublesome product compared to me
before birth in the same state so i assume the age 8 new state is going
to be sparkley a third  and the sparkley that jan night is just too
excitable and must be the robed hooded ones sparkley mine comming if i
ever descend back to the heaven state above world soul comming from even
farther up.

These three sparkleys  one me for sure prior birth one seen that jan
night i frankly prefer the first but the parents alter that YEP THE
PARENTS ALTER THAT appearance his armour clothes acessories dagger
jewels textiles were better than this sparklies whom didnt have the rank
more priestly than military which is bad in my view. very bad as not
fully understanding the human condition a merchant even this
sparkley...

Anyway if i should see all this occur find myself in that heaven state a
second time and if i am that jan sparkley or a possible new one from age
8 i am going to see it all and improve it cause frankly after months of
thinking out the rectangular chamber that might be mi the persian god of
mithra comming the second eclipse y2k me 54 jewel as in lotus.

Darn if not for oobe as theres smoke outside me oobe also dislocation as
theres sparklie in the walls concavenature and me prior to birth looks
nothing like him in heaven when i was in heaven and hes there
now.....but 11-12 years later i get nirvana its possible i worked
us both up into a new mix entirely.

I was completely happy in the 50's heaven 40's 30's loved those clothes
appearance....just not happy with sparklie still too something yet
cant figure it.

JD

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