| J.D. Campbell 2005-04-12, 11:46 am |
| Ive noticed that cetain things i remember all found in this life from
womb to present seem found here as before. Several thousand times ive
noticed ive said or thought or done it before it happened. About the
same amount occurs with people around me in the same time passage.
As like we are ahead behind whats going to happen anyway.
So we know it as it was going to happen or out of syn revealed it we
were amused but looking back we were never wrong so it had too of
occured. I knew your were going to or reaching over 2 sec before the
phone rings or wait then someone walks bye are these had to happen we
were just not exactly syn but they were always happening anyway.
Its that physical dead end that lays to my physical mortality but my
immortality seems to lay with that feeling of me i my and how the year
the seasons the days nights always seem like they always seem. the
creatures people events always seem themselfs me myself. That sense of
me for all its been seems me......some say they are different as they
age i seem me from so far back till now the same......i am pretty sure
as long as the world its sun moon is built the way its built probably
repeats its design over and over its that potential celestial pattern
the dates of adulthood mid thirties thats part of me with that part as
that part that gives the immortality.
Its already loaded to the end of time of this solar system to repeat
over and over its mathmatically certainness......thats whats doing it
immortality wise and it doesnt always hit it skips but then hits .
I like this cause the physical package is too ruff round the edges to
keep as immortal yet nice to check on........JD
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