| Talula 2006-09-22, 9:29 pm |
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Talula wrote:
> Hello everyone,
>
> I just had a question , and since many of you enjoy giving your
> opinions as I do, then maybe you could give an opinion regarding this
> ongoing topic of who I am? Ya see, If I was a cop or as some of you
> like to put it , a NARC, then why on earth are you all so pissed off,
> if you haven't done anything wrong , then what's to worry about????
> And please when I say "You" or "All" please understand that I am only
> referring to those of you that are so damn interested in what or who I
> am, I know that there are plenty of people that could care less and I'm
> sure are sick of this topic altogether, And to those of you I do
> appologize, this will all be over soon enough , and when it is, you
> will all understand what you still don't yet understand.
>
> To set the record straight, I NEVER claimed to be a cop. It started
> with a rumor, and well the rest is history. But 'IF'' I am in law
> enforcement, why does that anger so many of you?. would it be because I
> would have had to lie about being in pain? Because I AM in pain
> management, have been for years and I do suffer from migraines a number
> of times a month. EVERYTHING I wrote about myself in my first posts
> here in May, are 100% accururate, from the meds I take, to stories
> about my past child abuse, to my addictions, to my REAL not fake
> suicidal thoughts,to what I do as a volunteer, to my depression/anxiety
> issues, right dowm to my MRI results,and I want to make sure that all
> CP sufferers such as myself do not lose the wonderful treatment that
> some of us so desperatley need. I would NEVER do anything to jeopardize
> my treatment, or anyone elses.
>
> I have only one issue , and that is with those that have told me to
> leave, especially Juba and his threats in his own words "Do whatever to
> get you to leave". Most of you have left me alone , even defended me at
> one time, but there are quite a few here that have been down right
> nasty to me because of their own ASSUMPTIONS of who and what I am, so I
> in return got nasty back to those people. They will realize soon enough
> how wrong they were and that will be the end of it.
>
> But the question I hoped to have a few opinions on ,is why are sooo
> many of you pissed off at the thought of me possibly being a cop?
>
> You did nothing illegal, and if some of you did , I could care less, As
> i said I only have issues with those that have threatened me, and what
> I do about it, is for all those women who couldn't or were too scared
> to stand up for themselves, who were terrified of the repercussions if
> they were to fight back as I have .And all I do if you really think
> about it is "antaganize" Juba ,and those that help him to get rid of me
> and lie constantly about me. He is dying to get my real info, and he
> won't, he should give up, I'm too well protected, and being the control
> freak he is, he can't deal with the fact that he has no control over
> what I say and to who I say it to.
>
> Many of you have been here a long, long time. So you should see a cop
> coming and lurking around a mile away, and I think some of you don't
> really think I'm not a cop, I just don't get why you're so upset at me
> if I was one. So any opnions on that question would be greatly
> appreciated. It's not as if there's entraptment going on or something.
> So why so pissed off???
>
> Thanks,
> Sandy.
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