| Talula 2006-09-22, 9:29 pm |
| Hello everyone,
I just had a question , and since many of you enjoy giving your
opinions as I do, then maybe you could give an opinion regarding this
ongoing topic of who I am? Ya see, If I was a cop or as some of you
like to put it , a NARC, then why on earth are you all so pissed off,
if you haven't done anything wrong , then what's to worry about????
And please when I say "You" or "All" please understand that I am only
referring to those of you that are so damn interested in what or who I
am, I know that there are plenty of people that could care less and I'm
sure are sick of this topic altogether, And to those of you I do
appologize, this will all be over soon enough , and when it is, you
will all understand what you still don't yet understand.
To set the record straight, I NEVER claimed to be a cop. It started
with a rumor, and well the rest is history. But 'IF'' I am in law
enforcement, why does that anger so many of you?. would it be because I
would have had to lie about being in pain? Because I AM in pain
management, have been for years and I do suffer from migraines a number
of times a month. EVERYTHING I wrote about myself in my first posts
here in May, are 100% accururate, from the meds I take, to stories
about my past child abuse, to my addictions, to my REAL not fake
suicidal thoughts,to what I do as a volunteer, to my depression/anxiety
issues, right dowm to my MRI results,and I want to make sure that all
CP sufferers such as myself do not lose the wonderful treatment that
some of us so desperatley need. I would NEVER do anything to jeopardize
my treatment, or anyone elses.
I have only one issue , and that is with those that have told me to
leave, especially Juba and his threats in his own words "Do whatever to
get you to leave". Most of you have left me alone , even defended me at
one time, but there are quite a few here that have been down right
nasty to me because of their own ASSUMPTIONS of who and what I am, so I
in return got nasty back to those people. They will realize soon enough
how wrong they were and that will be the end of it.
But the question I hoped to have a few opinions on ,is why are sooo
many of you pissed off at the thought of me possibly being a cop?
You did nothing illegal, and if some of you did , I could care less, As
i said I only have issues with those that have threatened me, and what
I do about it, is for all those women who couldn't or were too scared
to stand up for themselves, who were terrified of the repercussions if
they were to fight back as I have .And all I do if you really think
about it is "antaganize" Juba ,and those that help him to get rid of me
and lie constantly about me. He is dying to get my real info, and he
won't, he should give up, I'm too well protected, and being the control
freak he is, he can't deal with the fact that he has no control over
what I say and to who I say it to.
Many of you have been here a long, long time. So you should see a cop
coming and lurking around a mile away, and I think some of you don't
really think I'm not a cop, I just don't get why you're so upset at me
if I was one. So any opnions on that question would be greatly
appreciated. It's not as if there's entraptment going on or something.
So why so pissed off???
Thanks,
Sandy.
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