| Walt R. 2006-03-28, 11:57 pm |
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Wednesday, March 29th 2006
I'll be 3 years sober April 10, it took me until I was 52 to finally
get it, but what's amazing to me is being able to see with spiritual
eyes... a world I thought I could see when I took drugs,and a world I
didn't want to see when I drank. To be able to have tools to use in
everyday dealings is such a relief to me ,or someone to call when I do
get so spun....when I do forget to be grateful, and when I do forget
that I have everything I need right now . Yes I go into my immaturity
(emotional) but I can journal the steps today and see the miracle of
witting the insanity on paper, share it with my sponsor and heal. Heal
with watching God work in my life, and doing the things I cant do for
myself. It is a beautiful adventure, a excitement, I didn't think Id
have again . It does go away momentarily when I run the show... boy
does it, but today in almost my 3rd year I see that the circle goes
around and around and around... unity completing herself and that the
triangle of old .... mind,body,spirit, together as one A.K.A. recovery,
unity, and service. is a miracle !
(Soberly submitted by Sunny of Ventura, Ca)
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