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| Miss Michelle 2005-10-29, 10:57 am |
| I've been to the doctor. I went in for a general physical. While talking to
the doctor about my list of problems, I went into a panic attack. I didn't
get the physical, but it is rescheduled. I had blood drawn for hormome
testing and other tests.
I am now on medication for panic disorder. It is also a anti-depression
drug.
Miss Michelle
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| tinytim 2005-10-29, 10:57 am |
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"Miss Michelle" <merlana@cmgate.com> wrote in message
news:11m3oe7qm1ppcad@corp.supernews.com...
> I've been to the doctor. I went in for a general physical. While talking
> to the doctor about my list of problems, I went into a panic attack.
I am sorry to hear this, I have had a lifetime of panic attacks and other
disabling reactions to life's issues...
I didn't
> get the physical, but it is rescheduled.
Was it so severe that it needed to be abandoned? I would have thought a
doctor might have had the requisite skills to talk you through it. Still if
it's rescheduled you'll get it done eventually. Can you recall exactly what
thoughts initiated the attack? It may be of some help in controlling it in
the future. Have you tried different methods of controlling the attacks?
was this your first attack? does it interfere with other parts of your
life? is it related to your gender identification individuation issues?
I had blood drawn for hormome
> testing and other tests.
MMMMmmm, well if the other issues were health issues I am sorry to hear this
as well, if it's related to the gender thing, I guess it matters little what
the result is really.... If the quack says for inst that your a walking
testosterone factory would that dispel the female desire in the worlds
largest sex organ (the brain), I don't think so. Maybe you want it to come
back as a female oriented screen to convince yourself, but why, your already
convinced aren't you. Or is it to provide evidence to secure a gender
change surgical procedure? whatever. My feeling for what it's worth, not
much, is that until you can look in the mirror and be happy with the person
looking back at you regardless of what the body image is your not gonna be
self actualised, are you?
OK godda get off to university, work to do, people to meet, places to go...
good luck
Asa
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> I am now on medication for panic disorder. It is also a anti-depression
> drug.
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> Miss Michelle
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| Alan B. Mac Farlane 2005-10-29, 10:57 am |
| keep doing the work of putting love into that place of fear - panic -
excitement ... since its a new experience you never went through before.
keep changing the emotional bathwater missy myke.
use what your defense structure gives you to turn your emotional compass to
show you inside where you can carry love around instead of the fear.
deep fear - deep love now.
it takes a few days to do this ... i have a higher power and i ask for help
that way.
since i found out that Great Grandmother is Coyote Medicine that has been a
great help from the female side of the system of things.
all my best ...
sumbuddie who cares
in article 11m3oe7qm1ppcad@corp.supernews.com, Miss Michelle at
merlana@cmgate.com wrote on 10/28/05 12:31 AM:
> I've been to the doctor. I went in for a general physical. While talking to
> the doctor about my list of problems, I went into a panic attack. I didn't
> get the physical, but it is rescheduled. I had blood drawn for hormome
> testing and other tests.
>
> I am now on medication for panic disorder. It is also a anti-depression
> drug.
>
> Miss Michelle
>
>
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| "Miss Michelle" <merlana@cmgate.com> wrote in message
news:11m3oe7qm1ppcad@corp.supernews.com...
> I've been to the doctor. I went in for a general physical. While talking
> to the doctor about my list of problems, I went into a panic attack. I
> didn't get the physical, but it is rescheduled. I had blood drawn for
> hormome testing and other tests.
first steps are always hardest. hang in there.
> I am now on medication for panic disorder. It is also a anti-depression
> drug.
ok, whatever gets you through. but keep tabs on how it's working, and don't
be shy about complaining if you have any problems with it.
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