Schizophrenia Support - A Weird Experience

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A Weird Experience

Pathological Atheist

2004-12-27, 2:06 am

Last Monday (20th) I collected some computer parts from Edmonton in North London. I
was supposed to go back the next day to collect more. Throughout Tuesday and
Wednesday I experienced an extreme state of "paranoid thinking" and didn't go. I
even thought about phoning and telling them to keep the money as I wouldn't be
collecting. I went for a walk Wednesday evening and experienced an "extreme" state
of "apprehension" that someone would attack me with a knife!

On Thursday I decided to go in the morning rather than the afternoon. I set out around
8 am. My free travel pass starts at 9 am - I toyed with the idea of paying the fare, but
waited till 9 for the train. I collected everything without any problems. My mind was now
"clear".

For an hour, from 8.20 am, a "madman" drove around the very area I would have been
walking through if I had caught the 8 am train - stabbing people at random!

What "unholy" influence was trying to make a victim of this man?

Cymbal Man Freq.

2004-12-27, 4:06 am

"White Noise" (movie coming out soon), the dead are all around you.

wiggly lumber

2004-12-27, 7:06 pm

Pathological Atheist wrote:

> Last Monday (20th) I collected some computer parts from Edmonton in North London. I
> was supposed to go back the next day to collect more. Throughout Tuesday and
> Wednesday I experienced an extreme state of "paranoid thinking" and didn't go. I
> even thought about phoning and telling them to keep the money as I wouldn't be
> collecting. I went for a walk Wednesday evening and experienced an "extreme" state
> of "apprehension" that someone would attack me with a knife!
>
> On Thursday I decided to go in the morning rather than the afternoon. I set out around
> 8 am. My free travel pass starts at 9 am - I toyed with the idea of paying the fare, but
> waited till 9 for the train. I collected everything without any problems. My mind was now
> "clear".
>
> For an hour, from 8.20 am, a "madman" drove around the very area I would have been
> walking through if I had caught the 8 am train - stabbing people at random!
>
> What "unholy" influence was trying to make a victim of this man?

I'd say your intuition served you well. It led you to avoid danger. Be
grateful that your sz gave you some help, because it very rarely helps
anyone.

-wl

Judy

2004-12-28, 2:06 am

"Pathological Atheist" <here@now.com> wrote in message
news:41cfb9b4$0$47232$c3e8da3@news.astraweb.com...
>
> Last Monday (20th) I collected some computer parts from Edmonton in North
London. I
> was supposed to go back the next day to collect more. Throughout Tuesday
and
> Wednesday I experienced an extreme state of "paranoid thinking" and didn't
go. I
> even thought about phoning and telling them to keep the money as I
wouldn't be
> collecting. I went for a walk Wednesday evening and experienced an
"extreme" state
> of "apprehension" that someone would attack me with a knife!
>
> On Thursday I decided to go in the morning rather than the afternoon. I
set out around
> 8 am. My free travel pass starts at 9 am - I toyed with the idea of paying
the fare, but
> waited till 9 for the train. I collected everything without any problems.
My mind was now
> "clear".
>
> For an hour, from 8.20 am, a "madman" drove around the very area I would
have been
> walking through if I had caught the 8 am train - stabbing people at
random!
>
> What "unholy" influence was trying to make a victim of this man?
>

In the days leading up to the time you mention, (Tues/Weds) I was also
experiencing extreme paranoia. Fear that was worse than anything I've ever
known.
It could have been during the night/very early morning in that Tuesday) that
I wish to log as the latest possible time when I experienced an unusual
event
I "felt" myself and the area around me sink. I formed the impression that
in some way I was being buried.
It appeared to be mainly on my rhs as I looked towards the event.
By Tuesday pm I had taken two of my tablets (20mg) and slept for around 27
hours or so. It put sufficient distance away from the fear.

..

Judy

2004-12-29, 7:06 am

"Judy" <jalees@easynet.co.uk> wrote in message
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>
> "Pathological Atheist" <here@now.com> wrote in message
> news:41cfb9b4$0$47232$c3e8da3@news.astraweb.com...
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> London. I
> and
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> go. I
> wouldn't be
> "extreme" state
> set out around
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> the fare, but
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> My mind was now
> have been
> random!
>
> In the days leading up to the time you mention, (Tues/Weds) I was also
> experiencing extreme paranoia. Fear that was worse than anything I've ever
> known.
> It could have been during the night/very early morning in that Tuesday)
that
> I wish to log as the latest possible time when I experienced an unusual
> event
> I "felt" myself and the area around me sink. I formed the impression that
> in some way I was being buried.
> It appeared to be mainly on my rhs as I looked towards the event.
> By Tuesday pm I had taken two of my tablets (20mg) and slept for around 27
> hours or so. It put sufficient distance away from the fear.

And between this post and the one I'm responding to, possibly yesterday
evening, I wish to log a report of a loud yet restrained internal popping
sound

Daniel Urtiz

2004-12-30, 2:06 am

Pathological Atheist,

I'M A FANATIC ROMAN CATHOLIC.

Cymbal Man Freq.

2004-12-30, 11:06 am

Where I used to live in LA, in a high mortality area, I could hear gunfire on my
block quite often. On some quiet nights, I'd get fed up with what I was watching
on TV then close my eyes for a second and I'd hear gunshots outside my window.
It's like my state of mind from watching TV, combined with my relaxing my eyes
caused someone else to let loose the bullet(s) within earshot of my screened
open window. That's real wild. A psychic influencing the timing of the gunfire
in the neighborhood.