Schizophrenia Support - here's what is called insanity or schiz

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here's what is called insanity or schiz

W. K. Mahler William K. Mahler

2004-11-16, 2:06 am

here's what is called insanity or schiz

but i also add in my definition it is clearly not.

i was sitting here, i had just emailed another group about christmas last
year and a basic broken rule about marriage.

there is no internet phone, no way to talk back and forth through the net
via this computer that i set up, no one else has.

my wife was behind me making popcorn.

she had not read what i sent out, meaning the email.

the person who got it, her uncle.

well he never shot out another email or any in reply.

in regards to the basic broken rule of marriage.

he said through the speakers,

"it was in my room"

meaning chriss extra room

leonda then commented aloud, "it was willis"

now i don't know about you, perhaps you have had those days and or nights
where you might believe, did believe and still believe to this day that
you've heard a voice, someone speaking to you via the computer and in
reality you never spoke first.

maybe you thought it was your thought. maybe not.

the brain is that able to do that stuff.

i don't think leonda even saw the screen in full, much less read 10 sized
font from 10 feet away.

i had been referring to an elicit affair that took place prior to christmas.
all in the name of art beyond decency and or more.

at my wifes uncles home.

a psychologist would argue, it is delusion, an illness of the mind.

but is it delusion not to respond back, think back, speak aloud. no

we are born to think back and forth between people, how far advanced it
gets, is anyones chance.

technology dictates that this is to be advanced with the advent of
computers.

some might confuse this with mind control meaning you had or have not any
control of your own thinking process for someone else took over.

some might confuse this with schizophrenia

i don't confuse it with being human and well without all of the two above.

lest i have to repeat in this life, what it was like for my own now deceased
uncle ted and his wife when they awoke from sound sleep during the moment
his brother, james was killed in action during vietnam.

yet, where is the fine line, the clear definition of the illness of hearing
voices, where.

you can't call my uncles time illness, it's an abomination to do so.

can you debate the merits of "my thoughts are with you?"

please keep in mind, back in 1996, when i first introduced myself to the
internet, there was many websites devoted to mind control and all about
janet morris and chris morris, two people who did test the russian
psychotronics sciences and went onto open up to date, the most successful
(debatable) private non lethal weapons business in this nation, the u. s.
a., so said 60 minutes mike wallace and discovery channel (to some extent).

i am leaving for you the entire transcript of an email that i sent out to
chris and janet morris and their company m2 technologies inc. as well as a
married peoples group below the dotted line. it's meant for scientific
study, not for ones own, how should i write this, own desire for something
that does break the bonds of marriage, not even scientific study or anything
in art that delves beyond what should only be between man and wife.

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you need help janet and chris.

fact is, you did let leonda in your home with another man. fact is, it was
willis of the barnstable housing authority and shane kelly.

fact is, you janet with your erotic fiction taught leonda nothing about
keeping her pants on while married.

fact is janet, your own paintings of her is one thing, but the stills went
beyond normalcy of character.

she was out of control and you with all your clout and power let it all come
down.

to make matters worse janet, you never ever bothered to call me, send chris
over, anyone.

if you thought you were evoking or provoking emotion and maturity out of me
janet, you did. anger and hurt, lots of it, personally.

you too chris, you too.

leave the obvious and logic for a man to figure out, thats what you did but
you know what?

you opted to let my wife, your niece into your home prior to christmas eve
with another man, art you made or not out if it, that is what you did.

you never ever had enough class to go around my finger since then too. i
realize you realized i could figure it all out but still, i came out
swinging for you
and all you did is keep the silence going. i came out in defense and in
peace as well as offense and despite all you have done to as i see it, ruin
my marriage
i am still going on about you, your life in the name of security for this
nation, something that does not need sex in your house or anywhere else
involving my wife, your niece.

i don't know what she told you, why she told you but the fact is, you never
had bothered to call and talk. not once, not even one of your friends and
or allies.

i am asking you to send me what it is you possess of hers or let me have the
complete location of it all on the web or elsewhere. no guessing, no
cloaking, i want it.

don't stop believing for a second that like bin laden, i am just as evil and
good.

i am really at a loss as to why we never ever did create anything face to
face, your home, my home, anywhere.

simple to you maybe but it's really not.

as for you chris as you stated to me awhile ago via the phone, you were
bothered that i went out and contacted your business and your friends well
your anger then
is if you are immature about it again, going to blow.

quite honestly even the supreme court would agree i had done nothing to
tarnish your name that was or is out of bounds with what you yourself had
done.

and for the record janet and chris, your silence, meaning, your lack of
verbal face to face conversation, phone call and direct emial about the
tragedy of september 11, 2001
and my input leading up to it is absolutly disheartening, demoralizing and
outright stupid of both of you. no leonda go between, anna, it should have
been you both and myself
with whoever you are that connected with to analyze and totally dissect it
all. face to face works wonders, something you lacked the presence of mind
to do that.

it's your home, i don't come knocking without a phone call with you
identifying yourself first.

leonda told me once, for me to go there without her. as if the truth would
bottom out there wouldn't it.

when i started this email i was feeling this, now, it's just held back.

something i won't let you ever touch.

until you get your brain and emotions in focus.

i can only imagine the swears, arguements, diatribes, threats you too have
made anywhere so i reason my own words of

you ever let her in that door again with another man, your finished
permanently at all levels. you'll be lucky if you have room in a welfare
hospital when you are elderly.

and as far as shane kelly goes, how you found any interest in him in this
life, is your business, not mine personally. i am making it my business to
expose you all
for the damage you did. you best come clean.

the guy was a distributor of the child star traci lords
porn
he was accused of rape of a mentally challenged individual.

there is no amount of work you can do to rid the computers across the world
who have those images, nothing and they will surface too. those images, of
those times on your property, no matter how innocent
or devil laden guilty, they will so help me god.

i don't care if you or them succombed to the throes of passion because of
the agonies and or happiness this world put towards you.

you left me out and you know what, i am damn glad you did.

next time you come driving this neighborhood janet, don't be a fool and stop
by. rest assured, i know i am equally as good as you, just not as ......
you too chris.
god almighty the conversations we could've had that never were, we could've
accomplished much but you wouldn't let it happen despite all my requests.
just goes to show how finicky you are.

i remain in my own shell of cloakedness in emotion.

don't even bother leaving home janet, it's cold outside and your skinny rack
will only get sick.

its your right, but really leave my cousin out of this

and your decision not to talk with me due to psychologists is a prime reason
why this is one messed up situation.

if you had any idea of what it means to bypass a psychologist, you
should've.

despite your own secrets or not, despite your own fears of your past morris,
despite what they said morris, it was and still is your duty as a so called
private employee of the federal government to have spoken with me and of all
people who has musical ability, you do, both of you janet and chris.

i'm telling you here and now, all anti psychotics are designed for long term
effects that promote parkinsons, alzhiemers and diabetis, even abilify
according to the pharmacists do indeed cause big problems.

this isn't my plea for my own psychological help for your belief of schiz in
me, it is my outright own professional research and me telling you it's bad
stuff.
far beyond marijuana ever will be.

i outright refuse to sit around with a psychologist and you who is or has
told you not to talk with me morris, i've got that much knowledge of what
advice you have been given.

besides, it isn't so much human interraction that a psychologist can collect
and determine in an hour.

remember the hundreds of little plastic soldiers and men and women on one
side and the turtle on the other.

every aspect imaginable in relationship above was that day.

how slow we move with the dozens of men and women in the sack along the way.

how slow we move towards a peace in this country rid of terrorism.

how fast people are to slow the turtle of terrorism. as in big nuke
terrorism.

i don't know what abruzeezee thought of you two, leonda and i aside from him
saying to you not to talk to me if that is where you got it, again, no pro
can figure out much in an hour, no way at all.

i hope you two realize how many people were literally "paralyzed", "shocked"
and abosutaly choking on their own spit when they heard "leonda i'm coming
home" and "got me worldwide" when i put together the facts leading up to and
the events ot 9/11/01.

and they aren't even part of the morris - freeman - emmerich - mahler -
bleckiki - fromm - forest family tree, let alone you too and wheover can
think "outside the box" or "outside the lines".

and for the record, if you think i like doing that, just remember christmas
2003, i really dislike you for not calling me, part of me does.

and again, it's not about getting the best out of me as you understand it,
letting that happen. i did show up at your home janet and you with leonda
and her man of the night were behind that door. you're the one that locked
the door, you really thought the worst of the possible scenario. how
immature i must be to you.

and to think a total stranger told me the other day, if this stuff hadn't
come down, it'd been you and me making some seriously awesome art and
beyond. her words were "he'd have been with janet morris, shit yea".

ya, the car at the door, leondas cell phone call i got to her prior to her
showing up, the wind from the window, i added it all up, put it together but
still, you're still missing the point. you should've called me plain and
simple.

you told me once leonda would lie and put guilt trips on you.

i'm not lying and it sure is a guilt trip, grow up. you with your own sense
of adultism surely would've been better off letting me know.

now leonda and shane, audrey and probably you are up the creek with the irs
and a spread world wide effort to bring together my aspect of 9/11/01 and
your own doings. i do believe i came more than clean to the world, truly do.

don't talk to bill the psychologist said.

imagine the good that could've come had you did talk with me.

you can sit there and think, gee, what sins has bill done, i won't talk to
him. yep, sinners don't make good company with sinners.

drugs in new york, the ny mob chasing you out. i mean, how sinful can i be
with that in your resume.

i'll not forget the big near tearful eyes of a nyfd man with his child and
wife as we met on main street this past summer. i am that well known.

if you do intend on being with leonda side by side physically this time,
next week, holidays, rest assured, i will be there and if i am not, it's
going to be the proverbial nuclear device in your life detonating.

there is more than one camera in this town.

as to why you think you need police in your neighborhood when i'm around is
beyond me to ever figure out. it's just like you to make a false accusation
and b. s. story to get them there too.

william

www.mahlers.com

www.janetmorris.net

www.m2tech.us

TohuVohu

2004-11-17, 11:06 am

Mr. Mahler,

i would give your wife the benefit of a doubt before accusing her or alluding
to an affair. i assumed my last girlfriend was having an affair and i trashed
our relationship because of it. but i was fairly convinced. my mind was set
and i was willing to place paranoia over our relationship. she was my second
fiancee in 4 years.

sometimes the paranoid is justified.

michael

W. K. Mahler William K. Mahler

2004-11-18, 11:06 am

mike
facts are past. fact is image and video and her say so.

fact is, there is a huge huge huge bigger than mt. everest huge
investigation to child porn stemming from adult porn from barnstable mass
clear across the world because of my work recently. thank you to thank me .
wk
"TohuVohu" <tohuvohu@aol.com> wrote in message
news:20041116204006.06298.00000652@mb-m18.aol.com...
> Mr. Mahler,
>
> i would give your wife the benefit of a doubt before accusing her or
> alluding
> to an affair. i assumed my last girlfriend was having an affair and i
> trashed
> our relationship because of it. but i was fairly convinced. my mind was
> set
> and i was willing to place paranoia over our relationship. she was my
> second
> fiancee in 4 years.
>
> sometimes the paranoid is justified.
>
> michael