| damodara@webtv.net 2004-11-15, 10:06 pm |
| Yeah well I have dreams of performing and I am having an insane
experiance in my efforts to do that.
How is it I get out of bed in the morning?
On the positive side of the equation I will be performing, it appears,
not fully confirmed yet, but I expect it to fll like ripe fruit, as
usual before things turn to dog doo doo on me......
Geeesshhh....
Thanksgiving? If I'm done my CD by then I can look forward to several
sales immediately from long term supporters of my guitar. Since the
early seventies so....
I love an appreciative audience.
It would be a big dinner, lots of folks, unless it turns to dog doo doo
of course which seems to be the current fashion.
How can I say this after playing the democrat rally the night before
elections?
How?
Continual frustrations in so many avenues.
I assure you, and "them" they will have plenty of oportunities in the
coming weeks to thwart my plans.
Thats the game it appears. I'll play.
We only ask for normaloid acceptence.
Just, a level playing field?
Ya know?
Currently I am overcome with options and situations. I need to allow my
self time to consider situations and events. I can't just spit out my
plans. I can't make plans now.
I can't do it. I need the dust to settle and to evaluate my
situation(s).
I love my game. I LOVE my game!
I just play is all. I'd like to play more guitar then to play the game
however. But I suspect that is a common curse; to play the reflection
and not the reality, we all face......
Non-attachment, and dedication to our ideals. Thats the key, I believe.
Just go for it because going for it is the game. Getting it, may or may
not happen.
We know this.
Tell me the option, otherwise?
http://community.webtv.net/damodara/MystoryasIseeit
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