| damodara@webtv.net 2004-10-30, 11:06 am |
| I really enjoyed reading this posting series of yours , Hood.
One time I was becoming homeless.
And my only chance to not become homeless was to visit this pschiatrist
who worked for the Veteran's Outreach program.
I even had a friend with me, two actually, who were trying to save me
from life "on the streets".
The Gods of the Earth noticed one day that ten years previously I had
done too well and was "not disabled" anymore. Now....ahem....I'm
dropping in for a psyche visit here and a psyche visit there, Trying out
some the drugs, and the Gods of the Earth decide yo cut off my income
inspite of the evidence available to the eye.
So....it takes them time to do things.
The Shrink said she had spent too much time with me and to make another
appointment. I was talking too much in reply or something. This means,
and the doctor knew it, that I was going to be homeless for the next
couple months until she could see me again. I truely with all my heart
and belief consider this an act of attempted murder..
I went outside and my one friend collaborated my story to a second
friend and we stood there watching the shrink smoke a cigarette outside
the backdoor of the Veteran's Center.
She tried to kill me.
I forget how we did it but we were able to connect the dots and I was
placed in a welfare motel.
Later on when they returned my money it was only one half the previous
amount. They had deleted the past twenty some years of cost of living
increases.
OKAY! He has his money back, evict him from the motel IMMEDIATELY! Cut
off his food stamps, stop the 112 dollars we were giving him! All the
while they were saying oh you'll get more money then that. And they also
did not explain what happened to the arearage money from the claim.
They simply and very clearly, decided to kill me again. There is no
where one month rent could paid, and certainly no security deposit was
available. The month was October and it was getting cold.
I looked and I realized they would prefer I simply die then to talk true
with me.
So I knew that I had to leave town and head south. Hope for the best.
Accept my banishment.
Sure hope they treat their people differently in England then they do
here.
I have no trouble at all in seeing and believing that that was two
distinct and planned and orchestrated attempted acts of murder. Clearly
my life was threatened. My exsistance could be snuffed out by the state.
A life long friend thankfully has offered my an apartment about one
third of the market value. After rent , phone, ISP I have about 230 a
month to live on, currently. I've been here three years now.
Supposedly I'll be getting another sixty because the county will pay my
medicare bill. Thats happens three months behind (likely) and that
arearage money might be here this month.
The lady at welfare said, "Why arn't you getting SSI?"
No one told me about it. All they did was phone me one morning in the
Motel and basically say get out of Dodge by noon.
So there's that as well. Its not much.
I don't see how they turn this into another attempt on my life, but when
they smile and hold out their hand to you its usually a black trick.
The shrink left that Clinic very soon after she choose cigarette time to
preventing a vet from going homeless.
Then I watched Bush and his administration dressed in lily white and
undermining the grants to private based social programs like Churches
and YWCA. Helping out big businesses at the expense of the social
programs. Sign a cap on the section eight housing. That means we can no
more disabled people then what we have now. The rest go homeless, and
die of exposure.
I hope Nexus is doing okay with his situation.
Yeah I know the post is too long.
I lost five, maybe six performance oportunities this month. I had no
expectation that this chain of events would occur. Otherwise I'b be at
Democrat Headquarters with an offer to play for them. But....
I guess just bad businesss sense on my part, dunno.
I would love to be supporting this campaign, all the democrats. I
believe we have to stand up as good americans and stop the genocidal
killing taking place.
I bought the amp believing I'd be able to recover some of the cash. I
wasn't. I can't aford the bus fare to volunteer. Even if I did, being
out of the apartment costs money everytime.
I'm rambling.
Wednesday, the day after the election I'll be set up for November and I
certainly won't buy an amplifier next month.
Dambo
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